Pre-failure thoughts

I am totally the one to blame for my demise for I have been very lazy. I'm slacking off right now, when I'm amidst near failure, and my accounting finals is just a few hours of sleep away.

Some people have this thing for giving up. There are just some things the body and even the most determined minds cannot handle. I'm a breathing, living epitome of a lazy individual thinking of sugar-coated worst case scenarios. That's it, I'm facing failure, sometimes it offers a certain sweetness. It comes with a bag of marshmallow lessons and cotton candy regrets sprinkled with rainbow-colored realizations, delectable! Imagine the treat! I was thinking, repeating ACTBAS1 would not be so bad. I mean, my bright friends have failed it not only once but a number of times. Whatever happened to 'great minds think alike?' Okay, I guess I'm wrong on so many levels. Stop comparing, Maye. To say it straight punch, I just gave up, I'm holding my reviewer and nothing is sinking in.

I wanted to be that person to prove "The Great" (quote and quote emphasized) Rousseau that he is W-R-O-N-G wrong! He did not only believe that women are naturally inferior and submissive, but he also put great emphasis on the notion that the sexes should be separated believing that women lacked the intellectual capacities of men. What a filthy sexist (maybe he was unmarried, or had had bad experiences with women enough to take it personally, or worse, maybe he's a 50- year old virgin). But then I guess we all have variations in point of views but forgive me, my pseudo-feminist hormones are acting up. Haha. I guess it's not an issue of being bereft or hating the opposite sex. I learned something inspiring from one of my classes

"You don't have to be anti-man to be pro-woman"
- Jane Galvin Lewis

So here it comes, ACTBAS1? I'm failing ACTBAS1! My first academic failure in my entire life :( I guess I just wasn't cut out for Accounting. I've realized that three months ago. I'm still waiting for the results though, but my hopes have withered away and I am left with the trouble of having to repeat this subject (I'm assuming I'll fail as to lessen the burden of having false hopes) and because I'm a glass half empty, but mostly because I was lazy.

I'll be back with my Post-failure post.


Post drafted last August 30, 2009.