Three hundred and sixty five

Thursday, February 4, 2010 No comments
'Become a fan' this 'Become a fan' that. It's a mania, and probably just another one on the line-up of Facebook folly. It's strange how you can relate to hundreds and thousands of people halfway around the world, and all this time you thought you were alone with that certain feeling. Some things strike like a bullet, like this one - "It's amazing how much things can change in just one year"

I suppose a year is long enough, but when drastic changes are involved, the amazing part goes in. In one year, just about my entire life has changed. I learned, I gained, I lost things. Things that you can never find again once you lose them. It's just like how Cecelia Ahern put it in her novel 'A Place Called Here'. I was convinced that you couldn't replace what was lost. I insisted on things having to be found. Despite the uncertainty over the passage of time, I am happy, yet to be extremely happy. Maybe when I turn eighteen I'll take that big leap, that ought to be another life-changing one.

So, three hundred and sixty five.
Valentines Day is about to knock on our doorsteps, and I can't believe I'm actually committed! That's a part of the string of life-changing events. It's astounding. It's not just having a lover per se, it's being a member of another family feeling the warmth of their welcoming. Honestly, it's cool to be legal. Nothing beats that feeling. Turning three hundred and sixty five days on the 23rd. FIRST ANNIVERSARY!

Honestly, I think blogging too much about love is supposed to be a form of self-expression for some, it's as effective as yoga in venting out emotional stress, but to me it's a form of self-humiliation, so enough about that. I digress.

I'm actually getting used to having classes until 9:10pm twice a week. My prof's a darling, she completes the odd set of my current educators. One's gay, and then the other one's trying not to be gay, there's a health conscious one, there's a cynic, there's someone boring and too kind, and then her. Maybe this set makes an impact on my studies? I'm actually studying my ass out an awful lot lately. I got the highest score in our first quiz in ACTBAS2! I failed ACTBAS1 once upon a year ago so that's a pretty big step to me. - See how much things change in just one year?

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