Fallout

Maybe her reasons are a bit selfish.
Maybe she doesn't want to be left in such a bad state. 
Maybe she doesn't want to be left when she still has a lot to prove. 
Maybe she never intends, nor will she ever relinquish those feelings that have captivated her for so long. 
Maybe she doesn't like solitude, maybe she doesn't want to be left alone.

Or maybe she doesn't want to be left at all...